Have I mentioned lately how fun blacks are?

So I was a-walking and listening to my head-phones. But I had to untangle my head-phones or something. I’m not sure the exact reason I had them off in area I really don’t like to have head-phones off.

There was a black woman walking in front of me with a little black girl. At first glance I guessed the girls age to be 11 because she seemed rather tall. At second glance, I guessed 9 because she seemed to have not started to develop at all.

As much as I was making an effort to block the world out, I none the less got a big chocolately-treat of “We wuz Queenz“. The woman let out a big and scary belly voice to the young girl, “Your m******* f****** s****** p******** whining!!!!!!”

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 I’m not exactly sure what the mother said because it shocked me so much and was so vile and held a physical threat for the high crime of whining.

(The woman who made this video is clearly of the talented tenth. She's very cute and creative and I am sure is a good mother.)

I knew the voice. I have it within me. I think I’ve used it like 3 times. I don’t know for sure. The only time I know for sure, Is when I was leaving my local Bodega and some 6’4″ (cracker) meth-head followed me out and was fussing at me about allegedly stealing some shiny doo-dad that he owned. I had no idea what he was talking about. The very kind owners of the store, that always look out for me, had one of their mega-sized-sons follow him out and seemed very shocked when out of my body came that very animalistic voice bellowing: “You Back the f^ck up Right now!” 

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I thought my life was in danger at the time. I have to admit it was kind of fun to see even the store owner’s giant son flinch in surprise at my monster voice. They’re always on about how sweet I am and think I can’t take care of myself.

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It’s a voice I’ve never used with someone I know. It’s a voice that neither of my parents ever used with me. It’s a voice I’ve never seen my friends parents use with them. I’m not even sure I’ve used it out of that time that Jimmy-Tweaker-Stewart was coming at me.

But this little girl was getting that voice used on her for whining. It’s doubtful that she even did that. Whining. I observed the mother or grandmother, who knows? She was petite and fashionably dressed.  

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If the ever-nurturing amazing vagina-owner had not been so vicious to the child in her care, I wouldn’t have stumbled over my head-phones so much while feeling absolutely sick and confused over what I was witnessing,

The little girl met my eye as they were going into their courtyard and Ms Yelling had to stop to open the gate.  Her eyes weren’t dead like I have seen with abused Chinese kids. They weren’t pleading as I have seen with abused white kids. I actually sensed an understanding, albeit a very dark one, that it wasn’t right but there was no escape.

As an adult white woman I felt an intense responsibility. Whites are hugely and uniquely bad at being bigots and I am no exception. I looked away from the cute little girl first. I felt intense shame for not even attempting to do something. And I have a history of being courageous enough to do that. I ‘ve taken on 3 generations of Chinese for picking on their tiny girl and I will brag with great success. 

Chinese aren’t blacks though. Of course I approach people like this with humor and flanking so it’s not as easy for them to get straight up physical with me. Blacks though- this one much older than me black woman made me think- yeah…no. I’m not in the mood to star in a Colin Flaherty video. Although honestly I probs could have taken her because white people like myself have superior sense of focused resources vs. silly windmill rubber arms.

But then all her neighbors would have come out-Nevertheless I walked on with my shame but also thinking why is my people’s perspective never a part of this equation? Being around such a foreign people is incredibly stressful. They want to cry about micro-aggressions when all they seem to do is Macro-Aggress against everyone.

“I Don’t Want to Have that kind of Wedding”

I kinda of want to say *trigger* warning, that seems kind of lame but, what follows is barbaric at the least.

One of my least favorite topics in the world has to be abortion. I’ve been noticing recently how so often men on the right seem much more comfortable denouncing this than women. When I see this it reminds me of an aspect of men that I see ignored: Men are expected to care about men, women, and children. Female politicians on the other hand tout ‘looking out for women’s interests’ as though that is a unique virtue of theirs and a reason for a person like me to vote for them. 

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I’ve always believed that abortion is a form of murder.This is another reminder that I’m not sure how liberal, outside of nominally, I ever was. The idiotic assertion that a fetus is just a clump of cells never made any sense to me. What is any living creature? We are all clumps of cells. Or that at 6 weeks a fetus is not a person but at 12 weeks it is? That’s some of the strangest (((voodoo))) I’ve ever heard. While I think abortion is one of the most violent acts that can be perpetrated against both women and children, I don’t think it should be criminalized for real reasons I don’t want to go into here but to make a long story short- I don’t think it would be the most effective fight against it.

I’m writing this to expunge a dark liberal memory. How the me of before is different from the me of now. Trying to make sense of how I ever was that person.

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In this story I am about to tell, in no way do I want to suggest that this is normal or average. It’s just something that haunts me. I had this ‘friend’ who was determined to be my very good friend. I was fairly acquiescent out of not having enough energy to be arsed to create a social circle that suited me.

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Anyway, friend came from a very wealthy family and as luck would have it met a very wealthy and nice man from the other side of the country. He was jewish and I think she may have been too, but that was before I knew jews were different. That being said, that element may not have anything to do with this story. I don’t know.

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Not only was he jewish though he had a very high status job. Like a dream come true they had a ‘whirlwind‘ romance which in my mind equaled a ‘hair-brained scheme‘ and started making this big noise about how they ‘these two perfections of existencefinally met each other. I was like, “whatever”.  I mean six weeks after they meet they’re engaged and she’s moving to the other side of the country. It was actually a relief to me because she was such a showboat and wanting me to be her sidekick. There were times she was actually very kind to me and I am having guilt now thinking about her uncharitably. She was very annoyingly status orientated though and continuously drawing me into drama and competition with others that I had no interest in.

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She wanted me to be her maid of honor. She wanted me to make her wedding dress. Despite her immediate relocation, the planning for the wedding was at least a year-long.  She came back for a visit and was describing what she wanted to me. She was artistic and had some sketches. She casually told me she was pregnant and going to have an abortion while she was here. 

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It distressed me and I pleaded with her. Why? Why on earth? We can make adjustments… She looked at me cooly and explained that she “didn’t want that kind of wedding“. I  tried to gently argue with her. She knew her mind.

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Sometimes people online tell me they don’t believe my stories. As I relate this one I kind of don’t want to believe it either. It still makes me sick. Sick in the way I feel it send unhappy messages all around my skin and not actually throw up but feel really physically angry about this clown world.

Maybe I just pay attention more than other people or maybe I give people the impression that I won’t judge them? Idk.

I do know I pulled out of the wedding and made some cursory excuse. I didn’t think I was that rude but I still remember having lunch with yet another ‘friend’ at some nightmareishly trendy restaurant in “Upper Valencia” (that’s a joke, kinda) and second friend really took me to task about ‘dirting’ our mutual ‘friend’. Why’d you do it? She liked you so much?” 

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I shrugged my shoulders and looked around. I knew I couldn’t tell her it was because bride-friend’s lack of regard for ‘clumps of cells’ like me and you and her made me wildly disgusted and wonder what the point of living as a clump of cells was worth at all. “Feelings aren’t always mutual” I noted as I shoved more salad in my face and met her gaze again. (Christ, maybe I am autistic.)

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In no way do I want to suggest that Bride-friend was the norm. That’s why I believe in keeping abortion legal. I honestly believe the norm is a mom who has three kids or so that can’t feed them all. I freely admit this conclusion of mine is based on my feels.

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Despite the phrase,”That’s not the kind of wedding I want” continuing to haunt me and despite my illustrious career of being socially awkward. The older I get the more times I reflect on my lack of popularity and think: I may have been in the dark about many things but at least I respected myself and had good instincts (Not a universal truth but at least occasionally). If anyone thinks she was somehow punished for her vanity, as far as I know that is not the case. She had a status-appropriate child one-year later. 

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All these years later I still live around people who wonder why I “did that to Fake Friend“. I have no desire to be public with her situation in a way that could harm her. I believe more than ever though that if you really care about women; your goal will to be to end feminism. 

 

This is the oft misunderstood song Tupac wrote about feminism. There are some rules that are universal. Tupac was like any person with heart. He hated cultural marxism. He loved his people.  

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(The jail-bars in the video represent the cultural marxism he hated. He’s laughing at the powers that be because he knew that even after the communists killed him he would fight feminism from beyond the grave. He dog-whistled but we all understood. Tupac was a champion of the people vs. the reptilian. That’s why he’s Obie Wan Kanobining  in real time.)

YOU MAY NOT LIKE BUT THIS IS WHAT PEAK POTTER LOOKS LIKE

 

Maybe we should change the word feminist to “dementors” they’re just as creepy and corny.

I think I read the first 4 Potter books. I read at least 3 and still have them but I am not at home to look. I suspect a large part of the popularity was that no one read anything when they became popular. I enjoyed the ones I read alright-but they’re really not that good. 

I read constantly as a child because I didn’t have access to ‘screen time’ my digital life was very limited and there was no t.v. to turn on. So it just didn’t affect me as much as it impacted these cases:

 

 

Pathetic. Srsly. I feel the same way about these people but especially the men as I feel about seeing grown man on scooters. It’s not a warm happy feeling.

“You have to have a broom between your legs at all times.”   I guess I shouldn’t complain as it is kind of aposematic.

The Bestest Part About Hillary Gassing Herself: More About Alt-Right Being Product of YT Male-Mind

I don’t think Christopher Hitchens was the first person to say women aren’t funny: 

People often tell me I am funny. It’s hard to tell though. People tell me I do a lot of things perfectly, that it is perfectly clear that I don’t. Most of the time I am doing my ‘perfect things’  I am being praised by men. With funny I do get it from lady-people too. They often add the caveat that my humor is subtle and warm. 

From my perspective my humor is defensive. I know a lot of the things I say other people will only hear if I hit them in their funny-bone. People have even told me I should do stand-up. I shrink away when they say that. I don’t ape the male style-and a lot of male comedy I don’t care for bc 90% of them are: I am a sexual failure. Okay. Whatever.

 

Libs can’t Meme

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I wish I knew who to credit for this but I do not.

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Here is HRC’s communication team when they accidentally got locked inside a bathroom. Look at that diversity. There is at least one goy-looking girl 3rd from the left. 

We know Pepe got BTFO by these “I am as man as a man women” That’s why HRC won in a land-slide.

I’d like to give some cereal historical context to what I feel is yet another example of the western mind climbing up Jacob’s ladder of DNA to the minds of young western men. Some of these young men are very aware of the historical nature others were forced into genetic memory of :  

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Some retards like our least favorite toy-PissDad say things like this: 

Sorry about what you did to your kids, PissDad but I am just going to leave this here: 

 

Rochefoucauld is the great ancestor of our own Pepe. He did it for the lulz. Just like our Meme-Magicians that just saved western culture for us and proved exactly WHY globalism is the product of a broken and doomed psychology.

 

The fools behind globalism believe they can do something for the first time in history, that they have never done successfully in the history of the world. Trade in humanity, as if we are just parts exchanged for parts. Just like HRC thought she could jettison the white male and do battle with them with HURR lady-hires.  Just like she thought she could appropriate the black vote.  Just like globalists think that getting rid of whites wouldn’t be the worst thing that could ever happen to them. short-sighted. 

Mother Nature has no sense of humor. She’s not in it for the lulz. She’s in it like a hormonal monster. 

So the meme magicians had to say: “Some globalists you just can’t reach. So you get what we had here last election. Which is the way he wants it. Well he gets it! I don’t like it any more than you globalists” 

 

 

  Passion makes idiots of the cleverest men, and makes the biggest idiots clever. -Francois de La Rochefoucauld

Globalists can strive and try and hope and copy. It doesn’t matter. It cannot be faked. What they want is only ours. Our beauty and our architecture doesn’t exist without us anymore than HRC can bantz.  No one can build what is not inside them already. We’ve already won.

Time for the globalists to stop asking for our endorsement and start asking for our mercy.  At this point we are not able to comment on that.

 

Affirmative Action Administration and the One Weird Trick About Men

As we have seen, due to the current administration, that diversity is not something to be celebrated. Diversity is nothing but destruction of the good and worthwhile.

We are told to celebrate women’s incompetence. Why Idk. Like Amelia Earhart is possibly the world’s most famous pilot for proving that women are not good pilots. Insane- I know.

I can see why she refers to herself as a sack-of-potatoes. She had a horrible figure.

Women instinctively  know that our well-being is directly related to our figures. C’est la vie. When I look around my home and see what I actually purchased vs. what was given to me- there is nothing. Yeah it super sucks sitting around and having men buy things for you. Oh the oppressions!

It’s almost like nature has some kind of plan for the reproduction of our species!

 It’s not fair. I have a horrible surprise for you. Life is not fair.

Male politicians unlike female politicians, are expected to look out for the well-being of men, women, and children. Women like the nightmare that calls herself Hillary Clinton actually expect us to swallow the idea that looking out for “women’s” interests is legitimate and doesn’t exemplify why that point of view doesn’t illustrate an as to yet women are not developed in such a way that makes us protectors of our culture.

I do not hate myself. I do not hate other women. I think we are beautiful and fantastic when we are allowed to do what our nature lends us to. To feed babies and make beautiful homes.  There will always be outliers. My great-aunt was a surgeon and my great-grandmother was a well-known artist.  They accomplished this without feminism.

I don’t know a group of people who has been more kind than the Eur0-male. They make the best communities. They are nurturing above any other group. God Bless and Protect Them! F-ck Clown World. I want beauty and love to endure.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Meeting the Alt-Right

Was a surprise.

 

I can’t say it was unwelcome. I remember the night before it happened, I fell asleep with the thought that I needed to be around people who thought more like me. I live in a close-minded, emotionally-laden echo chamber, where all the fat and uglies fight for the biggest slice of victimhood cake. Which okay-whatever-could they be more boring?

I am not being completely honest because I also know a fair amount of very successful people- but they tend to be men and the current cultural climate is that they should be sorry for all the technology they are oppressing us weaklings with. I mean civilization and all is so sucky and life would be so much better w/o medicine or wheels. Effing men! First they make wheels and then fire and then combustion engines! Foul. I would much prefer to live in a goddess society where bosoms are the only spare tires around.

 

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But this perhaps Goddess figurine or perhaps fossilized tuber is somehow better than western culture?  But you’ve seen western culture right? thereisreall

 

This picture doesn’t even do us justice. We’re super cute. Supposedly when northern Europeans were  enslaved by the Romans- we were classified as ‘angels’  because physiognomy  is real. I also know I am conflating cultures atm bc Romans are western culture and being enslaved by them was often better than being the so-called middle-class of today,

I think that may be why everyone else hates us so much and spends all their time being jelly, while insisting entrance into our communities. Who can say?

All I know is the alt-right, a movement that I can’t define and is intrinsically indefinable, bc it’s core is humanity in nature. It’s core is ‘you can believe your eyes and your instincts’. Of course that will have variation within the individual-so it is indefinable.

Which is super fun to watch the traitorous neo-con dual-citizenship beasts hue and cry about.

The other absolutely glorious thing about the alt-right is how beautifully male it is. I don’t mean that in a humpilastic way at all. Of course men are beautiful and inspiring. Many of us have grown-up under the oppression of feminismWe have been forced to suffer under the likes of Julie Bindel and Andrea Dworkin who want to kill everything heroic or even worthwhile in the world.

Being denied the beauty of our men is so harmful, and of course the reason cultural marxists attack masculinity. It leaves us vulnerable and exploitable. In the alt-right there is hope. There is the evidence of the best of our men. They are funny and smart and have the best aim. We are going to be okay despite the wishes of the evils.

Granted, I don’t always get it, and granted I am often awkward,hormonal, or embarrassingly (at least for me-girly). I try to not be a spazwit-I don’t always succeed. I have even observed people w/in the alt-right accuse me of internalized misogyny. See how pozzed this clown world is?

Let’s pretend this is not a non-sequitur:  everything reduces to the frequency for me, Kenneth. There is something so profound about the vibrations that we interpret as noise. I wish I could tell you what it was-or maybe I don’t wish. As Jesus famously said, “You can’t handle the truth!” . As far as I can tell-the alt-right is pitch perfect.

So- I dedicate this song on radio Hope and Hateful to them: