“I Don’t Want to Have that kind of Wedding”

I kinda of want to say *trigger* warning, that seems kind of lame but, what follows is barbaric at the least.

One of my least favorite topics in the world has to be abortion. I’ve been noticing recently how so often men on the right seem much more comfortable denouncing this than women. When I see this it reminds me of an aspect of men that I see ignored: Men are expected to care about men, women, and children. Female politicians on the other hand tout ‘looking out for women’s interests’ as though that is a unique virtue of theirs and a reason for a person like me to vote for them. 

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I’ve always believed that abortion is a form of murder.This is another reminder that I’m not sure how liberal, outside of nominally, I ever was. The idiotic assertion that a fetus is just a clump of cells never made any sense to me. What is any living creature? We are all clumps of cells. Or that at 6 weeks a fetus is not a person but at 12 weeks it is? That’s some of the strangest (((voodoo))) I’ve ever heard. While I think abortion is one of the most violent acts that can be perpetrated against both women and children, I don’t think it should be criminalized for real reasons I don’t want to go into here but to make a long story short- I don’t think it would be the most effective fight against it.

I’m writing this to expunge a dark liberal memory. How the me of before is different from the me of now. Trying to make sense of how I ever was that person.

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In this story I am about to tell, in no way do I want to suggest that this is normal or average. It’s just something that haunts me. I had this ‘friend’ who was determined to be my very good friend. I was fairly acquiescent out of not having enough energy to be arsed to create a social circle that suited me.

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Anyway, friend came from a very wealthy family and as luck would have it met a very wealthy and nice man from the other side of the country. He was jewish and I think she may have been too, but that was before I knew jews were different. That being said, that element may not have anything to do with this story. I don’t know.

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Not only was he jewish though he had a very high status job. Like a dream come true they had a ‘whirlwind‘ romance which in my mind equaled a ‘hair-brained scheme‘ and started making this big noise about how they ‘these two perfections of existencefinally met each other. I was like, “whatever”.  I mean six weeks after they meet they’re engaged and she’s moving to the other side of the country. It was actually a relief to me because she was such a showboat and wanting me to be her sidekick. There were times she was actually very kind to me and I am having guilt now thinking about her uncharitably. She was very annoyingly status orientated though and continuously drawing me into drama and competition with others that I had no interest in.

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She wanted me to be her maid of honor. She wanted me to make her wedding dress. Despite her immediate relocation, the planning for the wedding was at least a year-long.  She came back for a visit and was describing what she wanted to me. She was artistic and had some sketches. She casually told me she was pregnant and going to have an abortion while she was here. 

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It distressed me and I pleaded with her. Why? Why on earth? We can make adjustments… She looked at me cooly and explained that she “didn’t want that kind of wedding“. I  tried to gently argue with her. She knew her mind.

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Sometimes people online tell me they don’t believe my stories. As I relate this one I kind of don’t want to believe it either. It still makes me sick. Sick in the way I feel it send unhappy messages all around my skin and not actually throw up but feel really physically angry about this clown world.

Maybe I just pay attention more than other people or maybe I give people the impression that I won’t judge them? Idk.

I do know I pulled out of the wedding and made some cursory excuse. I didn’t think I was that rude but I still remember having lunch with yet another ‘friend’ at some nightmareishly trendy restaurant in “Upper Valencia” (that’s a joke, kinda) and second friend really took me to task about ‘dirting’ our mutual ‘friend’. Why’d you do it? She liked you so much?” 

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I shrugged my shoulders and looked around. I knew I couldn’t tell her it was because bride-friend’s lack of regard for ‘clumps of cells’ like me and you and her made me wildly disgusted and wonder what the point of living as a clump of cells was worth at all. “Feelings aren’t always mutual” I noted as I shoved more salad in my face and met her gaze again. (Christ, maybe I am autistic.)

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In no way do I want to suggest that Bride-friend was the norm. That’s why I believe in keeping abortion legal. I honestly believe the norm is a mom who has three kids or so that can’t feed them all. I freely admit this conclusion of mine is based on my feels.

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Despite the phrase,”That’s not the kind of wedding I want” continuing to haunt me and despite my illustrious career of being socially awkward. The older I get the more times I reflect on my lack of popularity and think: I may have been in the dark about many things but at least I respected myself and had good instincts (Not a universal truth but at least occasionally). If anyone thinks she was somehow punished for her vanity, as far as I know that is not the case. She had a status-appropriate child one-year later. 

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All these years later I still live around people who wonder why I “did that to Fake Friend“. I have no desire to be public with her situation in a way that could harm her. I believe more than ever though that if you really care about women; your goal will to be to end feminism. 

 

This is the oft misunderstood song Tupac wrote about feminism. There are some rules that are universal. Tupac was like any person with heart. He hated cultural marxism. He loved his people.  

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(The jail-bars in the video represent the cultural marxism he hated. He’s laughing at the powers that be because he knew that even after the communists killed him he would fight feminism from beyond the grave. He dog-whistled but we all understood. Tupac was a champion of the people vs. the reptilian. That’s why he’s Obie Wan Kanobining  in real time.)

No Homo and why I lulz at White Sharia Meme

so I had to travel around because the tyranny of money.  Being a natural hermit, I hate that. Luckily I got forced into a *charmingluncheon with a hostile gang of  

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B-o-o-m-e-r                W-o-m-e-n

Terror did ensue.

 

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They quickly launched into my ‘edumaction‘ becuz I’m all stupid and not sufficiently enlightened. To be fair to myself, they didn’t know that when they instigated their self-gratifying attack on my psyche. Like with most battle-axes (completely under-utilized and excellent phrase) facts are irrelevant when there is some ego-stroking in public allowed. We very much need to bring back obscenity laws.

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The alpha-shrew was an ‘inspirational speaker‘ who ‘gets along with everyone!‘ I know this because she told me herself, while passionately assailing every single fiber of my personal experience and belief system.

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I was schooled that all men want to beat me. All men want to oppress me. These boomer women alone can free me. I think partially because I come from a long line of engineers I tend to think of things in systems. How different pieces fit together to make a large cohesive way of being. Trying to figure out what part needs repair to make a happiness.

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So I said to the chief salad spitting “native American” (lady you aren’t native “American” There was no America before anglos founded one. There was just a bunch of savages who didn’t know what a wheel was and spent most of their time starving to death.But who cares? Honestly how nice we were as a conquering nation to provide for you to the extent that there are more ‘Amerindians’ alive now than before the Spanish came? It’s not my fault you can’t adapt to technology!) So I said: Why do you think it is that so many young girls are being trafficked by gangs and so many women are being beat?  Do you think it is due to the absence of fathers that has become so rampant? Do you think it is a lack of a strong male patriarch looking out for his family and children that is the problem? “

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I was asking a sincere question as they professed to have expertise in the horrifying field of children being trafficked for sexual abuse.  

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This did not freak them out.  They tried really hard to educate me about how evil men were. I can only assume they thought I had never heard that trope before. 


whitemenThe thing that was interesting to me was that when I did freak them out it was because I said “Well I was fortunate enough to grow-up in a very homogenous community. I know for a fact that the women in my family and community were not roughly abused and no one would have stood for that. It wasn’t a part of our value system and we were enough alike that real abuse would have been easily detected. I know this is not often the case currently.”

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At this idea they all srsly recoiled in horror. I have to say it was not until I specifically expressed gratitude for ‘homogeny‘ that they did the pull-back and press a hand against their ample bosom move. Of course being born with a side of cheerleader and a side of sperg I couldn’t stop my compulsive self from marching right ahead to my doom: “I’m really grateful for the community I grew-up in and my father’s protection. I know it’s a rarity today and probably the reason so many crimes are committed against children.”

The chubby “native” or as I like to call them “inspirational American” was sputtering about some invented rule of thumb urban legend and didn’t seem to understand how this b1tchy white woman was not getting excited about “muh feminism“. As if I’d never heard that before. I smiled at her. “That sounds awful.” I said nodding. “I am very sorry for those people.” And of course I am. Who wouldn’t be? That was very sincere. “My people are just not like that.”  Because they are not. 

We’re not. We are not. We don’t value violence against women and children. I am sure there are exceptions but there is not and never has been anything normal about that in my people.

 

 I paid my bill and thanked her mid-sentence. I know I am ruining my life and committing all kinds of social faux-pas against the aggrieved masses. Groveling ins’t going to win me any favors though. I’ve seen this game played out often enough. Even though half the nasty boomers were white women they thirsted for the same thing-an arrogant white woman they can be the hero against and horrified by.

betty_gun Not really a problem for me because you will perceive me like that anyway. I’m happy to meet your need. And my people are not like that. My people are not like that. White Sharia doesn’t offend me or scare me a bit. I’ve never had a ‘partner’ whose committed a bigger crime than trying to buy me too much stuff that I don’t need. I’m not materialistic.  I grew up around families where men did their most to care for their children and wives.

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 White Sharia would probably end up with me having a lot more female friends to make fun baking stuff with. (Sorry I don’t see the feminine arts as degrading) and getting way more pairs of shoes which boyfriend seems to have an addiction to. (Men like to make their ladies look fancy like their cars. Worse things can happen to you than being spoiled)

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My father loved my mother and us in a very powerful way. The idea of having to live without his protection frightens me. He did lose his temper many times. Women and children don’t really understand boundaries though. Personally, I think the meme is funny. Look at the way white men treat dogs. Look at the way Arabs do. It reveals their true nature.

 The normal average white male has no desire to harm their women and children. They sacrifice themselves remarkably for us.

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If someone had tried to traffic me as a little grill there is no doubt in my mind they would have ended with a bullet in their brain. Everyone in town knew not to mess with me as well.  Feminists though say men and homogenous communities are the problem.

whatever, losers gonna lose.

The Rockville Rape

Makes me really mad

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZjqEQTtlQk

 

WordPress sucks and won’t let me link. God I hate those disgusting YOLO f@ggots.

 

Where is my country? I’m not 100% sure but I believe the victim is an immigrant herself.  Like that matters?  She is a child.No child should ever EVER be harmed in this way.

Never. Never. Never.

 

And what are these (((jew))) f@ggots even talking about?   Do these f@ggots think that I would be super happy if ethnically British people criminally came to this country and Raped children? 

 

I don’t give a care. I don’t care what color your skin is. I don’t like you raping children. Paglia is wrong. Rape is not simply a physical assault. It is a psychic assault that will impact this poor girl for the rest of her life. Not only will it have a powerfully painful on her every family member. Her future husband. Her future Motherhood.

 

It’s funny that I am by all accounts I am a racist. Like that’s a bad thing? My horrible racist heart breaks for this little girl. I wish I could wrap my arms around her and protect her from her future. I know I cannot. What has already happened to her is nothing compared to the future she faces. I don’t like to swear but Goddammit. Goddammit.  

 

White supremacy? WTF are you talking about? Compassion? Civilization? Hang yourself.

YOU MAY NOT LIKE BUT THIS IS WHAT PEAK POTTER LOOKS LIKE

 

Maybe we should change the word feminist to “dementors” they’re just as creepy and corny.

I think I read the first 4 Potter books. I read at least 3 and still have them but I am not at home to look. I suspect a large part of the popularity was that no one read anything when they became popular. I enjoyed the ones I read alright-but they’re really not that good. 

I read constantly as a child because I didn’t have access to ‘screen time’ my digital life was very limited and there was no t.v. to turn on. So it just didn’t affect me as much as it impacted these cases:

 

 

Pathetic. Srsly. I feel the same way about these people but especially the men as I feel about seeing grown man on scooters. It’s not a warm happy feeling.

“You have to have a broom between your legs at all times.”   I guess I shouldn’t complain as it is kind of aposematic.

The Explicit Americanness of Cheer

At a fairly recent visit to a High School that has seen a huge white displacement not that long ago, one of the things that struck me the most was the absence of ‘spirit’ posters or seemingly sense of school pride. I was surprised how much it bothered me. I guess it’s just that loss of culture grief.

I was in cheer before university. So was a younger sister,  and it’s with a fair deal of shame I remember discouraging her because by that time I was an avowed feminist and knew lots of “stuff” from of course, the marxist clowns filling my head full of garbage. I suggested the dance team.

Can you imagine if feminists actually were in charge of cheer? They would be telling the girls to strip and write “My Cheer! My Choice” on their bellies and howl for a half-time show. For whatever reason, that is feminism’s answer to every question.  It matters not what the question is, the answer is always strip and screech.

Anyway, the magic of youtube led me to this I didn’t even know that the British attempted to cheer. This is their National championships.

British, please…

 

Our grills do not disappoint, check out these white devils:

This is just a regional competition. 

I know it is terribly American and bigoted of me to laugh at the UK getting BTFO’d by a cheer team from the glorious Trumpenreich.

 This is what makes us great. We don’t know how to stop winning. Don’t worry Britain. We won’t forget you. We will save Europe…n.

But you have to stop doing this every century! 

The Bestest Part About Hillary Gassing Herself: More About Alt-Right Being Product of YT Male-Mind

I don’t think Christopher Hitchens was the first person to say women aren’t funny: 

People often tell me I am funny. It’s hard to tell though. People tell me I do a lot of things perfectly, that it is perfectly clear that I don’t. Most of the time I am doing my ‘perfect things’  I am being praised by men. With funny I do get it from lady-people too. They often add the caveat that my humor is subtle and warm. 

From my perspective my humor is defensive. I know a lot of the things I say other people will only hear if I hit them in their funny-bone. People have even told me I should do stand-up. I shrink away when they say that. I don’t ape the male style-and a lot of male comedy I don’t care for bc 90% of them are: I am a sexual failure. Okay. Whatever.

 

Libs can’t Meme

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I wish I knew who to credit for this but I do not.

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Here is HRC’s communication team when they accidentally got locked inside a bathroom. Look at that diversity. There is at least one goy-looking girl 3rd from the left. 

We know Pepe got BTFO by these “I am as man as a man women” That’s why HRC won in a land-slide.

I’d like to give some cereal historical context to what I feel is yet another example of the western mind climbing up Jacob’s ladder of DNA to the minds of young western men. Some of these young men are very aware of the historical nature others were forced into genetic memory of :  

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Some retards like our least favorite toy-PissDad say things like this: 

Sorry about what you did to your kids, PissDad but I am just going to leave this here: 

 

Rochefoucauld is the great ancestor of our own Pepe. He did it for the lulz. Just like our Meme-Magicians that just saved western culture for us and proved exactly WHY globalism is the product of a broken and doomed psychology.

 

The fools behind globalism believe they can do something for the first time in history, that they have never done successfully in the history of the world. Trade in humanity, as if we are just parts exchanged for parts. Just like HRC thought she could jettison the white male and do battle with them with HURR lady-hires.  Just like she thought she could appropriate the black vote.  Just like globalists think that getting rid of whites wouldn’t be the worst thing that could ever happen to them. short-sighted. 

Mother Nature has no sense of humor. She’s not in it for the lulz. She’s in it like a hormonal monster. 

So the meme magicians had to say: “Some globalists you just can’t reach. So you get what we had here last election. Which is the way he wants it. Well he gets it! I don’t like it any more than you globalists” 

 

 

  Passion makes idiots of the cleverest men, and makes the biggest idiots clever. -Francois de La Rochefoucauld

Globalists can strive and try and hope and copy. It doesn’t matter. It cannot be faked. What they want is only ours. Our beauty and our architecture doesn’t exist without us anymore than HRC can bantz.  No one can build what is not inside them already. We’ve already won.

Time for the globalists to stop asking for our endorsement and start asking for our mercy.  At this point we are not able to comment on that.

 

The Virgin Insults

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So there was some twitter alt-right melt down. (I am not alt-right I am paranoid fringe- don’t ask me how to join this elite Bewegung- you don’t find paranoia-like it’s so easy to be Paranoidiallumanti No it finds you- if it hasn’t yet meditate more and study the Runes).

What I saw was a young woman posting a nice hair-style thing, which other girlie-peopled xx’ers tend to enjoy. It’s kind a natural thing. We like to share hair and outfits and recipes. I don’t like the cheesy babes in bikinis or look at my boobies posts. I think they are diseased. What I saw was not one of those at all though.

Then an unkind reaction from a few male people. One chimed into to note that there are not a lot of places for non-pc women to talk. I thought that was pro-female.  But other than that-it felt bad man.

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But then it got worse. Women naturally wanted to defend the innocent picture but several started blasting very vulgar insults about virgins-basements-losers. Which just is the other side of the coin of ‘slut-shaming’ and is very anti-female. Telling men that they must have a ‘high body-count’ to be men is crude and porny. So men should just go stick themselves into women they don’t love for status?  How is that pro-female?

How is that even an argument? How is that just not busted-out reverse porno-encouragement? People should not be shamed and humiliated for their sexuality is my sincere opinion. How can women seriously think that they have any moral ground to stand on when they start being aggressively and sexually vulgar? 

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Men-especially huWhite men have been under attack since the day they were born about their masculinity. Women have fought for respect for their own sexuality and received it-but too many don’t seem to want to return the favor.

Then when I see those that were abusive toward men be so entitled that after shaming men for not having a ‘high-enough body-count’ still seem to think they are on a moral high-ground bc vag. I have to say I disagree. Strongly. It’s really not okay.