I think we’re alone now… Syriaus

so Vladdie and I were horseback riding through the Ural Mountains and blowing-off steam. 

We were singing:

In regard to the Syrian disaster.

We were giggling and laughing until I told Vladdie, that I in fact did not believe there was an international law that everyone who rides horse back in the Ural mountains has to ride topless, Vlad can if he wants but I am not bamboozled so easily, 

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That’s my horse right behind Vladdie but I am completely covered, see the look on his face when he tried to convince me I was being unconventional? This isn’t my first time on the ME greater Israel rodeo!

We stopped for a picnic. I hadn’t packed much- havarti and crackers and vodka. That made him laugh, “Crackers for the Crackers!” 

 

“I thought that you would find it lolworthy” I rejoined. things turned seriously after that though- “so tell me me- what has happened to the great American-orange-Lord? “

I answered, “Baby, you know exactly what happened He looked srsly at me and simply said “Nyet” and then said something like “Не играй со мной Американская сука”

I assured him that I would not and to not use that language if he wanted an answer. He apologized and gave me a shot of the water of life and we toasted. And then another. 

Then my tongue was loosened and I told him: “Look a 3rd world war has been promised forever. The Kalergi plan is well behind schedule. The seven countries to be destroyed by ZOG are way behind schedule. It doesn’t matter and at the same time of course it matters. Trump was told that look-we have tried so many false flags- the next false flag will be the death of thousands of your citizens. You are going to mess with the people that would sink the USS Liberty? Look what we did in Egypt! Look what we did in the Ukraine! Look at the middle ages black death! We have no brakes.”

Nobody cares about sex/divorce scandals. You cannot destroy a nation’s sense of morality and then try to play it as an ace when you have already taken it out of the deck” 

Vladdie nodded knowingly. Our only choice he said is to act as a plague. To come from every angle. To bring attention to who is behind this naked aggression. To who benefits. This war against the well-being of people cannot be won by a leader but an army of nature. 

We must publicize who the dual citizens are and why this conflict of interest is so obviously a problem.  I smiled at Vladdie and said ” exactly! and never let up!”

“Your people must be so proud of you” Vladdie tried to comfort me with. 

“Nyet!” I laughed.  “They are busy proving that I am a stupid-grill thot. My people don’t have my back. My people are afraid of being made a fool of and that makes them courage-phobic.  We still have to pivot at every loss and leverage it into a win even as we run into Ragnarök.”

Vladdie laughed and said: “You know miss Martyr you will wind-up burnt at the stake. You are not the first foolish miss to go this way!” 

I laughed back as we Russian cheered again. People are killed but spirits are not.  Life is not meant to be lived on the knees. Then we smiled and clinked glasses and yelled- Прошу прощения за птицу.

 

 

Then I said- “Here is to death!” we clinked again and he said “Death before honor!” 

We laughed and sang ” I think we are alone now” 

I should have known better 

 

 

 

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surprising Development Develops

Some of my Beastie Friends Forever that abandoned me for voting for Trump and suggesting that ‘our people’ as in huwhite have rights:  have become in the mood to ‘re-friend’ me.  they seem to remember that I had been a constant source of support and love. 

In a way that their virtue-signalling comrades do not and continue to amplify aggression toward them.  they are suddenly remembering how ‘sweet you are’. 

It’s interesting to me that the same people who had suggested I must have gone mad are attempting to get comfy with me now. 

 

I have been betrayed a million times by a million people. I have always been confused by my response. I’ll give them a month or so to recant because I know full well how emotions can run high and we can nut-up.

But after a month or so- I just freeze-up.  I no longer care. I would rather be left alone. I am getting these DM pleas and feel nothing.  I know what you did to me and I am not angry because why?  You are who you are. Why do you think you can be the receipient of my sweetness now? 

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I tell them I will get back to them but I am oh so busy. There is nothing in me that wants to forgive

The Joys of Living in (((Bugland)))

There is only the material world goy. You will never be held into account for your actions by anyone other than Bug Brother,you best believe he is watching. Has Le Señor El Bugo ever lied about his power-levels? While the great Satan  humanitarian, that called xirself ‘Saul Alinsky’ actually promoted this behavior, why would you believe someone who actively promotes lying? 

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This is an Alinsky quote not properly referenced; but flower!

But what am I even on about? This is not the point of my posting.

It’s much more personal and about censorship and the impact of social media on the most sacred events in our lives.

When I blossomed from a lowly, “yeah, whatever, feminism and stuff… OMG Evan is so cute!” To a right-wing-nutjobess, I was already very taciturn on social meida, my bestie and I had already identified with our avian avatar “Go Away Bird” 

This bird-keeper who cheeped-out on her human costume was not my parent and/or guardian. I rebelled against her ZOG-life! Although she does reference subsuming of culture, pornography (bouncy-pants), destruction of natural order and whatever she chatters on about. Go-Away Bird is obviously Talmudic code for ‘wypipo’ Go Away Birds are recently interested in egg-raising- so we gave him a fake egg.

We know. I know. 

Today, I FOUND OUT A FRIEND I HAD ADMIRED VERY MUCH, SOMEONE a bit older than me and I had met at uni. died last month.

I had pulled back- but like most conservatives did not care any less about her. One of the chief differences between right-wing-nutjobs and and holier than thou leftists. I don’t dislike people or care less about people because they are different than me. 

Still, after being censored by a social platform for proclaiming “The lefts desire for war with Russia, frightens me.” And waking-up the next morning with a censorship for not wanting war. It caused me to pull-back even further.

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Pretty painful stuff. So Successful from their point of view. Delicious even to them. 

Despite our unbelievable kindness. What has been taken from us…

 

 

Disappoint Feels and Everyone loves a parade! (White Peeps Probs)

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lol this ug mugg, My favorite anti-white trope “we hate whites-we are the real whites”

(The hidden history of whites that used to be blacks but are now African-Egyption-Cave-Beast-Kangz and follow that marxist logic 

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I can’t keep track of all the things that white people do or say. I can’t keep track of all white people to sufficiently criticize them. My dirty secret is I don’t even try! Worse than thatI don’t even care!

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Because what is that boomer song? The little girls know what the men can’t understand? Idk sumpin’ like that.

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Whites, like every other group, have both virtues and vices in the aggregate. Lets talk about our vices:

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Love you BEEBS!

1) WE project our way of thinking onto all others (probs universal)

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hey guysth how ’bout you stop cannibalismz and stop slavery and stuff. Jus’ be like us and do educations and medizins and stuff. Totes works POC….

 

2) We think we can just explain why cannibalism or slavery or status-dependent justice is wrong and others will become capable of western civilization.

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This is either Liberia or San Francisco. Who can say?

 

3) Because of espNW European individualist idiocy where we have a bee-like need to work all day every day and then come home and work on our hobbies and don’t drop in to socialize because we are busy working. (That is one of the things that kills me about this incessant envy of other groups- they are jealous of us because we are best at all the most boring things. They spaz about and often create entertainment and sports and status orientated endeavors. We create order through self-restraint and a sense of fairness. They envy our self-denial and demand that we offer the fruits of our fortitude without sharing the discipline part. Nice)honeybee

4) No other group of people is so idiotic as to tear down their fellow family members of race by criticizing them for doing things they wouldn’t personally engage in. Oh No! But Bucky, the individual, who thinks he can build his own sperg-civilization knows better. He will embody the spirit of Gary Johnson!  Stoned and confused and full of principals that will get his throat cut.  Is this f@ggot different than a suicidal cuck? Spoiler alert: Nope.

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I know this was a deliberate set-up. MSM was fast talking all kinds of acronyms and suddenly switched to Aleppo. It is still a very good example of how unwilling the anti-whites are to play fair. That the naive white still attempts to argue in good faith like a lamb to slaughter is not a worthwhile strategy.

 

In re: Charlottesville 

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favorite foreplay of communists trying to create starvation

White people had a parade for a very legitimate reason. Marxists are trying to kill our culture and one of their chief weapons is destruction of cultural symbols which history clearly evidences.

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Who doesn’t love a parade?

Docudrama I personally made of the Charlottesville death-camp riot. You are welcome.

Apparently everyone, if it is pro-white. Then when, surprise! the media reports about it inaccurately it is something to crow and cry about.

But these weirdos (like all normal people) aren’t buying the “BAD OPTICS” narrative

yeah super unbelievable that the genocidal media would lie about it,  super unbelievable that the feds would stick shills in with nazi flags

 

super super unbelievable that those blessed people of color would think twice about attacking whites for the color of their skin because perhaps we bite back.

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I can tell you one thing quite honestly: since Charlottesville I have received a lot less racial hate. In real life and in real time.

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Cry about optics,optics,optics all you want to other whites (who are the only ones who care). The groups that attack us physically, 

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Neo-nazi suprmalischist. Blatantly wearing nazi slogans. Neo-nazi slogans and vintage-nazi slogans as well as modern nazi slogans. Get your KKK Shirt from facebook today!

 

do not care; they push for emotional power like animals; this has real consequences for people of pearl surrounded by People of brown!

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Please elegant loyalists of logic: no one else cares about adherence to ‘truth‘, your allegiance to supposedly available ‘good optics’ like that exists in the current timeline, you are contributing to the real-time physical harm of whites like me that have been gifted with the beauty of diversity, it’s a real thing. 

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The idea that we can bite back, the idea that we might be a little bit dangerous, the idea that we may not be wholly passive to every attack upon us is not “Bad Optics” 

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There is no chance that until we turn the overton window that we will NOT be cast as baddie. This started before we were even born. To think otherwise is absurd. YOU HAVE NO GOOD OPTICS AVAILABLE! TIMIDITY AND COWARDICE OFFERS NO TRACTION- HAVING GOOD ‘OPTICS’ ENSURES YOUR HUMILIATING DEATH.

I HEARD AN OLD SONG TODAY, IT REMINDED ME OF HOW WE HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED BY THE AROUSAL OF PASSIONS. HOW THE GLOBALISTS GIVE F ALL ABOUT PLAYING FAIR. IT REMINDED ME THAT THE IDIOTS AMONG US THINK WE CAN JUST EXPLAIN…HOW FOOLISH AND USELESS WHITES ARE CAPABLE OF BEING TO AVOID SHAME. NOT BEING AS RIDICULOUSLY STRIDENT AND COLLECTIVE AS EVERY OTHER GROUP IS IRRESPONSIBLE AND LAZY. 

HERE IT IS:

 

 

AND I AM NOT TOMMY SOTOMAYER BUT I ECHO HIS SENTIMENT WHEN I SAY:  F YOU AND GOODNIGHT!

Funny and fun: You don’t get to live around whites anymore

Honestly, it is so funny that all you have to do is say to aggressive others is either “You will probably still be allowed to live around white people.” 

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or

“You will not be allowed to live around white people any more.”

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The super-hyper anti-whiters who feel their only currency is to destroy whites and lord over us for the gibs, frame the conversation in that way and all of a sudden they want to have a conversation about race, which is different than our historic practice of “People of Color screaming at whites for the fun of it and possible gibs” 

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When you point out that non-whites have no right to exploit us-well instead of going on the attack these criminals go back on their heels- but we want you-we want you, 

True you want us, but you have not been kind in return.

Your aggression invalidates any imagined obligation we have toward you-quite the inverse actually.

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Anglin May Be Top-Tier Troll but I won’t disavow Peterson

I admit that I way tooo much enjoy Anglin’s use of the MSM’s methods against them. 

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My personal opinion is that Anglin is much like I am.

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 A person that cares about people and wants the best for all people. A person that has never hated anyone based on skin color because that is ridiculous. A person that recognizes sending a bunch of WASPS into a honeycomb is destructive for honeybees and that honeybees are sorely needed for the entirety of life to survive.

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So Peterson got confronted with the JQ and said “I can’t do it” Okay. Fair enough in my blog. He can’t do it.

 

I understand. Your average goy cannot. The forces at work behind it are not in us. It’s hard to believe. It’s shocking. It’s disheartening. It causes extreme feels of disappoint in humanity and the lovely dream that we can lift everyone up.

It comes with profound fear due to the merciless nature of the backlash. Never forget Alinsky’s rule about making it seem like you are bigger than you are. Part of the reason I became aware of the JQ was very simple. They stare at me. They nearly tremble at the sight of me. 

I didn’t realize this until I interacted with many of them. I would notice someone looking at me across the street.Or someone glaring at me. Or someone shaking like an earthquake when they talked to me. There was one guy I would regularly walk by who would make baseball looking signals at me while he walked by me. I still figure he is a self-styled crazy with his black habit and jewish star that looks like a ninja star around his neck. It was baffling until I noticed the pattern and then the dots formed a picture I wish I could look away from even today. 

In many people’s minds just the way I look is dangerous. Worse than that- I have good posture. They hate that. That’s all it really takes to alarm the envious. Good posture. How to have it? It’s easy. Think of your thighs leading your body. The rest of your torso and head will fall in line.

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You may look at Peterson and think “Well- isn’t this guy rich and famous (gak! at fame. That is a burden in and of itself) but he has been hassled. He had to look into chaos and balance that with his responsibility to his family. No single person can carry our victory.That honor belongs to Pepe alone.  To the liminal. To the forces at work upon the people that build civilization.

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There is one place where diversity truly is our strength: The forces at work to restore order and sanity. We are outchaosing evil and destruction. We hop away to build new honeycombs every time they think they can build mud-nests upon us. (See what I did there? I know you did…)

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We all have our roles to play and no one should be pushed farther than they are ready for. There are silly-strong forces at work. Ultimately they are silly strung up nonsense. There is no stopping the builders of civilization though. Each brick that builds is important. Yes continue to lay bricks upon bricks. Always push. But our great big beautiful wall will be made up of many bricks. Each one is glorious and each one is golden even if it differs from your own.

When people’s limits are different than our own- the strategic response is to reaffirm “Yes! We have the strength to hold you!”  In Pepe’s plague we never question the hopping agility of the other hopping in the same direction, otherwise you couldn’t be all plaguey. We are the cutest plague EVAH! Heart-shaped faces and biggity lips and cozy blankets and all.  Vor Frösche!

 

Time to Face Facts-Danger of Outliers-& Unholy Union of Marxism & Fantasy

I super-hate facing facts. I think one fact may be that I am an outlier. Maybe I am wrong or maybe not. I always find outliers of other races rather painful to deal with. I mean when you see large swathes of people destroying your culture and adding nothing and destroying your honeycomb it is kind of easy to be strong against people who want to ruin everything you love.

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Then you always run into the outlier. The guy that makes you want to say hey- this guy has some great points. I think I would kinda of love him to be my neighbor. I’d invite him to my California-cuisine bbq.  This kind of blows-up my whole segregation argument. 

I have been called on the carpet in real life when I am preaching like a really loud preacher-mouth; because I preach like the most rabid doge-preacher you would run from in fear.  Just to brag- many have fouled themselves in fear from my perky-self.

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My answer is always the same: There is a biological reason that there are outliers. They belong to the body of their race. Bleeding their race of their outliers harms them. Brain-draining different nations of their brightest and best blights their people. 

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It’s painful to admit- but it’s true- there is a part of me despite being a ‘stronk and independent wahmen‘  still wants to be a grill. Still is a grill because I still depend on the men in my life. Even tonight bf shouted at me about something- “because you need a mahn. You need a mahn to get you there on time! You need my guidance!”  It’s true. 

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I remember my bestie telling me in uni- “I’m so glad you are not normal” I said I hated it and I wish I could at least pass for normie. She laughed and said- “Fat chance of that happening!” I didn’t laugh and still don’t. I still resent it. 

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But everyone has their own path. I’ve got mine. If I really care and I do -I must follow it. The lovely fantasy that I can be cocooned is not only wrong; it is irresponsible. It is the same part of me that embraced feminism. Being a woman can be so frustrating which is way worse than facing facts. This is how cultural marxism caused me so much harm. Cultural marxism came and whispered and shouted and repeated into my ears that I was an infant. That I was a victim of the same very men that have protected me more than anyone. 

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B1tch No! Seven Times I was betrayed by feminism- only seven? you lucky wahmen

Fop-head Feminism(which is just a branch of starvation-bent communism). Marxism feeds on misery and fantasies of one’s weakness and uses it to destroy.  I have to be stronger and braver and more cheerful. I have an obligation to aver my unhappiness and be the outlier of lady-peopleness and experience truth and frustration. I have to have faith in my path. 

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