Time to Face Facts-Danger of Outliers-& Unholy Union of Marxism & Fantasy

I super-hate facing facts. I think one fact may be that I am an outlier. Maybe I am wrong or maybe not. I always find outliers of other races rather painful to deal with. I mean when you see large swathes of people destroying your culture and adding nothing and destroying your honeycomb it is kind of easy to be strong against people who want to ruin everything you love.

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Then you always run into the outlier. The guy that makes you want to say hey- this guy has some great points. I think I would kinda of love him to be my neighbor. I’d invite him to my California-cuisine bbq.  This kind of blows-up my whole segregation argument. 

I have been called on the carpet in real life when I am preaching like a really loud preacher-mouth; because I preach like the most rabid doge-preacher you would run from in fear.  Just to brag- many have fouled themselves in fear from my perky-self.

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My answer is always the same: There is a biological reason that there are outliers. They belong to the body of their race. Bleeding their race of their outliers harms them. Brain-draining different nations of their brightest and best blights their people. 

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It’s painful to admit- but it’s true- there is a part of me despite being a ‘stronk and independent wahmen‘  still wants to be a grill. Still is a grill because I still depend on the men in my life. Even tonight bf shouted at me about something- “because you need a mahn. You need a mahn to get you there on time! You need my guidance!”  It’s true. 

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I remember my bestie telling me in uni- “I’m so glad you are not normal” I said I hated it and I wish I could at least pass for normie. She laughed and said- “Fat chance of that happening!” I didn’t laugh and still don’t. I still resent it. 

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But everyone has their own path. I’ve got mine. If I really care and I do -I must follow it. The lovely fantasy that I can be cocooned is not only wrong; it is irresponsible. It is the same part of me that embraced feminism. Being a woman can be so frustrating which is way worse than facing facts. This is how cultural marxism caused me so much harm. Cultural marxism came and whispered and shouted and repeated into my ears that I was an infant. That I was a victim of the same very men that have protected me more than anyone. 

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B1tch No! Seven Times I was betrayed by feminism- only seven? you lucky wahmen

Fop-head Feminism(which is just a branch of starvation-bent communism). Marxism feeds on misery and fantasies of one’s weakness and uses it to destroy.  I have to be stronger and braver and more cheerful. I have an obligation to aver my unhappiness and be the outlier of lady-peopleness and experience truth and frustration. I have to have faith in my path. 

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Why My BF is an absolute hero

So tonight- 

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*Aside*

I am sick to death of seeing white men homeless. Within the last year I have seen the population of white homeless men rise exponentially. I have no empirical data on this. I am lollalaby fortunate enough to live in a modern Brazilian like city of fanciness. The homeless I see are becoming overwhelmingly white males. 

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There are no organizations to help these men. In fact all I see is organizations like this one run by jews of course who are anti-white men. I am pretty damn sick of it. I am in fact beyond disgusted. Dismantling ‘Whiteness” 

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Not really f@ggot. We have violence committed against us pretty much non-stop. We have our countries invaded and are told we are responsible for everyone everywhere. While we get no mutual benefit. Howabout you FRO? 

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Interesting that you don’t hear the jewish lobby talk about tolerance much anymore as that is so obviously lolzmonkey.Homeless-person-with-dog

 

Because we are social victims of marxism BF and I have a huge social life. We were leaving an actually fun evening and approached his car. (He has a car now and that makes me somewhat sad. When he seduced me he had a beat-up old truck- but now a fancy black car but it’s kind of big-I miss the truck. the truck made me love him more) 

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Anyway- I went around to my side which was on the sidewalk. Beside my door there was a young homeless white man. As soon as he saw me he stood up. He apologized. He said he was ‘sorry ma’am’ I hesitated looking in my purse for some money. I was disgusted not at this man but at my country’s shame. I told him that. I said- “this is not your shame it is our country’s” 

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BF on the other hand went ballistic. He came around and started shouting at him. He was afraid that he was threatening me. Young man responded by saying- “don’t speak to me like I am a dog!” BF continued to shout about getting away. BF and I get into his car and drive away involved in glorious argument. BF yelled at me for giving him money. I am a naive idiot etc. I explained how polite the man was and how there is no help for him and a war against white men.  He pshawed me and told me I was too difficult and he was going to meet his friend and should go home. I agreed.

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Not only was this man polite to me-he said to bf- why are you attacking me you are so lucky to be accompanied by a beautiful woman- you think that didn’t turn my head? My head was turnt. I am as simple as the most simple. homeless-young-woman-sitting-in-sleeping-bag-london-A1D535

I was surprised when less than 10 minutes later BF showed up home instead of continuing his degeneracy. “I found him. I went around the block twice but I found him. I told him that I made a mistake. I told him that ‘this is what men do-we protect our women.’ he said he understood. He knew that was what men do. He agreed.  I gave him twenty dollars and he gave me a hug.”

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This is why I love this man. What reason on earth do women have to not be incredibly grateful to men? They protect us. They love us without reason. Because we have not returned the favor. That shames me. That shames me. That shames me. 

 

 

 

My Life is a prayer

My every second is a prayer. It is an attempt to fulfill the obligation I have to my ancestors and descendants. While it is not as perfect and whole as I would like; it is at the same time a divine fight to protect and care for.

Like everyone else; I am nothing but an antennae of my God.  Whatever knowledge or wisdom I have springs from my belly and not from the chatter-bugs of my mind. 

I am way cuter than degeneracy. I’ve got a little heart-shaped face because physiognomy is real Baby!

This braggadocio does embarrass me but I am willing to risk it. Transgressing my cultural norms is somewhat humiliating but I am obligated to protect my culture more than I am obligated to protect my social standing. I have a responsibility to steward the beautifuls for the well-being of all. The cowards will cower. It’s what parasites do. We cannot blame the weak for their weakness.

 

 

 

Sometimes I will just be working and not thinking about anything and become flummoxed by intersectionality

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The only reason I thought he was a creep is because I have seen him hitting on boys 40 years his junior. Because he brags about his giant jugs of lube (and has pulled them out to show me- I DID NOT ASK)  and high partner count.  There is a contingent of the gay community (not all. I also know gay men that don’t make their sexual exploits central to getting to know them-although they do tend to make their sexuality central to their identity and it must be constantly brought up)

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To be fair to me; I never insulted this guy or told him what I thought. I guess he just picked up on my habitual avoidance of him and his fabulously interesting dildo conversations.  That is why he was forced to confront me one night in a big glorious show in front of a sympathetic audience that I am a homphobe!  I was so shocked I leaned into him and asked him if he believed I was afraid of him?  He didn’t answer but shrank back.  Which just made me lean in harder and repeat myself. Of course this is all amplified via optics with our differences in size. He’s a big man and I am not that big of a grill. Then he ran away! F@ggot! Of course I got told (not the first time that because I refused to submit to a bossy homo that people had heard that I had done something homophobic ) FFS! 

I srsly got called a ‘homophobe’ by people who have never seen me do anything unkind to a gay person after this b1tchy queen got on my case and I responded: just because you are gay does not mean I have to like you!

How is that not aggressive? How is that not oppressive? I may like you or not like based on the merits of your personality. But I should be your minion because you like it up the pooper? No and I’d rather not know.

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So I am working and all of a sudden it occurred to me how ridiculous it would be if I demanded that no matter my behavior another person must like me because I am a cis-het wahmen!  My behavior is irrelevant based on the fact that I engage in traditional human-pair bonding.  And yet that is what they do to us. I try to be discreet about such an intimate and spiritually vital part of my life. I can’t imagine using it as a cudgel.

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Actually hate Ayn Rand but she is right here. Why are we being denied this civil right because we commit the crime of being white and straight? FTS. Choke yourself bullies.

I have to like you while you force me to be a part of your sexuality against my will?  This is a very rapey form of friendship. No thank you. If you are gay and treat me with the same respect I treat you with, I’m fine about it. It’s none of my business. I would rather not know about your use of your genitals and that gives you no right to bully me.bakethecake

Resist Cynicism; It is an untenable scab; you are not that wounded

“Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm.”


― Ralph Waldo Emerson

People often want to cross their arms and look down their noses.  they don’t want to get fooled again.  That’s worthless.

That’s weakness. 

I’m sure that frightening and difficult things happened to you.  That is part of the difficulty of life. No living thing escapes this. The important thing to remember is that at your core there is your fundamental self; a kind of mini-sun that lives in your belly. This pure part of you cannot be harmed and has never been harmed. Remember who you are.  

 

They don’t call us races for nothing; Stop the Syrian campaign and embrace the Boer

We should align with Assad and evict ZOG. Americans as in real Americans have no business in the ME. We don’t want world control we simply want to be left alone.

We want all groups to prosper.

Contact your local representative and demand that we rescue the Boers from their dilemma.  End this madness. Put a wall around Africa and save our souls!

 

we’ve had more than enough. Let them Zimbabwe themselves but save the worthy. Save those that bring order and beauty into the world.

I know the purpose of your life

To be brave and cheerful. 

Your life was loaned to you from your ancestors to preserve for your descendants.  It doesn’t belong to you. You are life’s steward for a very short time. 

Your life doesn’t even belong to you.  You do not deserve your life-your life is a result of grace and obliges you to care for life.

YOu cannot appease your enemies. You cannot walk free or outsmart through smarmy . It’s the very tension of life that pulled you into this dimension. You were born to fight this spiritual war. 

But Man! Mang! Mang! You are trying my last nerve.  This foolish and weak premise that we will win this war by playing by our enemies strengths and their playbook.  If we just behave? 

Our strength is our beauty and order. That’s the sword we slice with. And confidence. FFS.  Weakness doesn’t win wars. 

WE are the children of the greatest civilizations on the earth and we are worried about appearing correct enough for people who want to exploit us and kill us? 

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I have spent so much energy and expense protecting you. You have no idea what you have been saved from while you expose your naked throat to rejection of nature. You think this is a joke or a power play.  I don’t want to be insulting but we all have our limits. Even me.