I Think I Legit swore for the first time today

 

 

Beware of nihilists. They are the gate-way drug to evil. They want to be the dogs that you lie down with and make you wake-up with fleas. 

 

 

When you give up on loving others you give up on nature. You  are no longer are held by gravity. Not my problem.

 

Schade.

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Sometimes I will just be working and not thinking about anything and become flummoxed by intersectionality

working.jpgThat happened to me today. I was a sittin’ and a workin’ and all of a sudden this memory of a gay man calling me ‘homphobic’  because I thought he was a creep.

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The only reason I thought he was a creep is because I have seen him hitting on boys 40 years his junior. Because he brags about his giant jugs of lube (and has pulled them out to show me- I DID NOT ASK)  and high partner count.  There is a contingent of the gay community (not all. I also know gay men that don’t make their sexual exploits central to getting to know them-although they do tend to make their sexuality central to their identity and it must be constantly brought up)

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To be fair to me; I never insulted this guy or told him what I thought. I guess he just picked up on my habitual avoidance of him and his fabulously interesting dildo conversations.  That is why he was forced to confront me one night in a big glorious show in front of a sympathetic audience that I am a homphobe!  I was so shocked I leaned into him and asked him if he believed I was afraid of him?  He didn’t answer but shrank back.  Which just made me lean in harder and repeat myself. Of course this is all amplified via optics with our differences in size. He’s a big man and I am not that big of a grill. Then he ran away! F@ggot! Of course I got told (not the first time that because I refused to submit to a bossy homo that people had heard that I had done something homophobic ) FFS! 

I srsly got called a ‘homophobe’ by people who have never seen me do anything unkind to a gay person after this b1tchy queen got on my case and I responded: just because you are gay does not mean I have to like you!

How is that not aggressive? How is that not oppressive? I may like you or not like based on the merits of your personality. But I should be your minion because you like it up the pooper? No and I’d rather not know.

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So I am working and all of a sudden it occurred to me how ridiculous it would be if I demanded that no matter my behavior another person must like me because I am a cis-het wahmen!  My behavior is irrelevant based on the fact that I engage in traditional human-pair bonding.  And yet that is what they do to us. I try to be discreet about such an intimate and spiritually vital part of my life. I can’t imagine using it as a cudgel.

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Actually hate Ayn Rand but she is right here. Why are we being denied this civil right because we commit the crime of being white and straight? FTS. Choke yourself bullies.

I have to like you while you force me to be a part of your sexuality against my will?  This is a very rapey form of friendship. No thank you. If you are gay and treat me with the same respect I treat you with, I’m fine about it. It’s none of my business. I would rather not know about your use of your genitals and that gives you no right to bully me.bakethecake

Resist Cynicism; It is an untenable scab; you are not that wounded

“Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm.”


― Ralph Waldo Emerson

People often want to cross their arms and look down their noses.  they don’t want to get fooled again.  That’s worthless.

That’s weakness. 

I’m sure that frightening and difficult things happened to you.  That is part of the difficulty of life. No living thing escapes this. The important thing to remember is that at your core there is your fundamental self; a kind of mini-sun that lives in your belly. This pure part of you cannot be harmed and has never been harmed. Remember who you are.  

 

They don’t call us races for nothing; Stop the Syrian campaign and embrace the Boer

We should align with Assad and evict ZOG. Americans as in real Americans have no business in the ME. We don’t want world control we simply want to be left alone.

We want all groups to prosper.

Contact your local representative and demand that we rescue the Boers from their dilemma.  End this madness. Put a wall around Africa and save our souls!

 

we’ve had more than enough. Let them Zimbabwe themselves but save the worthy. Save those that bring order and beauty into the world.

I know the purpose of your life

To be brave and cheerful. 

Your life was loaned to you from your ancestors to preserve for your descendants.  It doesn’t belong to you. You are life’s steward for a very short time. 

Your life doesn’t even belong to you.  You do not deserve your life-your life is a result of grace and obliges you to care for life.

YOu cannot appease your enemies. You cannot walk free or outsmart through smarmy . It’s the very tension of life that pulled you into this dimension. You were born to fight this spiritual war. 

But Man! Mang! Mang! You are trying my last nerve.  This foolish and weak premise that we will win this war by playing by our enemies strengths and their playbook.  If we just behave? 

Our strength is our beauty and order. That’s the sword we slice with. And confidence. FFS.  Weakness doesn’t win wars. 

WE are the children of the greatest civilizations on the earth and we are worried about appearing correct enough for people who want to exploit us and kill us? 

not in my mfcking timeline

I have spent so much energy and expense protecting you. You have no idea what you have been saved from while you expose your naked throat to rejection of nature. You think this is a joke or a power play.  I don’t want to be insulting but we all have our limits. Even me.