Time to Face Facts-Danger of Outliers-& Unholy Union of Marxism & Fantasy

I super-hate facing facts. I think one fact may be that I am an outlier. Maybe I am wrong or maybe not. I always find outliers of other races rather painful to deal with. I mean when you see large swathes of people destroying your culture and adding nothing and destroying your honeycomb it is kind of easy to be strong against people who want to ruin everything you love.

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Then you always run into the outlier. The guy that makes you want to say hey- this guy has some great points. I think I would kinda of love him to be my neighbor. I’d invite him to my California-cuisine bbq.  This kind of blows-up my whole segregation argument. 

I have been called on the carpet in real life when I am preaching like a really loud preacher-mouth; because I preach like the most rabid doge-preacher you would run from in fear.  Just to brag- many have fouled themselves in fear from my perky-self.

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My answer is always the same: There is a biological reason that there are outliers. They belong to the body of their race. Bleeding their race of their outliers harms them. Brain-draining different nations of their brightest and best blights their people. 

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It’s painful to admit- but it’s true- there is a part of me despite being a ‘stronk and independent wahmen‘  still wants to be a grill. Still is a grill because I still depend on the men in my life. Even tonight bf shouted at me about something- “because you need a mahn. You need a mahn to get you there on time! You need my guidance!”  It’s true. 

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I remember my bestie telling me in uni- “I’m so glad you are not normal” I said I hated it and I wish I could at least pass for normie. She laughed and said- “Fat chance of that happening!” I didn’t laugh and still don’t. I still resent it. 

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But everyone has their own path. I’ve got mine. If I really care and I do -I must follow it. The lovely fantasy that I can be cocooned is not only wrong; it is irresponsible. It is the same part of me that embraced feminism. Being a woman can be so frustrating which is way worse than facing facts. This is how cultural marxism caused me so much harm. Cultural marxism came and whispered and shouted and repeated into my ears that I was an infant. That I was a victim of the same very men that have protected me more than anyone. 

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B1tch No! Seven Times I was betrayed by feminism- only seven? you lucky wahmen

Fop-head Feminism(which is just a branch of starvation-bent communism). Marxism feeds on misery and fantasies of one’s weakness and uses it to destroy.  I have to be stronger and braver and more cheerful. I have an obligation to aver my unhappiness and be the outlier of lady-peopleness and experience truth and frustration. I have to have faith in my path. 

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So I graduated from a sh1t-tier School

Which has never really bothered me.  I have talked about this before. It’s probably boring. School weirdly became hard for me when puberty began. A lot of things are weird when puberty kicks in. This powerful force is part of the reason I think people have gotten away with saying ‘racism is learned‘. Nope. 

 

I was doing great until high school started. Then it became glaringly apparent that me being in High School was just plain silly. My parents had other kids and I have a strong-will. So whatever. I begged and pleaded and whined and the school was on board and I was allowed to go far away to a place I thought was ‘glamorous’ the bane of my existence forever. As soon as I think something is ‘glamorous’ means I am about to make a really stupid decision. Estrogen is a hell of a drug.

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I came back about 9 months later. Part of the sell to my parents was I was accepted into a very selective school and I had family in the area although distant; in that it was my grandparents and aunties and uncles. Never-the-less I managed to fall in love and get completely over-whelmed. If you think about what was happening to me biologically it makes perfect sense. But we had out-thought human nature and whatever.

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So I had to go home. Which was humiliating for many reasons. But ultimately turned to out to be one of the best things in my life. Life can be rude like that.

The big deal was that I had to finish my ‘education‘. As if. I received an alumni mag today. These f@ggots srsly think I want to donate to them. For the most part these go straight to the garbage. For some reason I flipped through it.

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The humiliation of a sh1t-teir uni is not enough though. Apparently what now defines my university is being pro-Trayvon Martin. Apparently the chief defining qualifying requirement for acceptance is to be a 300lb mini-fridge. Okay. Good lord! 

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It is proud to proclaim it is now a HSI uni. What is that you may ask?

Hispanic Serving Institution. 

For reals. Oh because these fridges think that magic dirt defines function.

 How is this mutually beneficial? Go to Hell.

I ended the last post wrong

It’s not that we don’t love our men.

80-Quotes-For-Couples-In-Love-7139-6It is that cultural marxism is like being raised on a diet of nothing but jolly ranchers. 

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It’s all rights and no responsibilities.  of course decay ensues.

It’s amazing though how little time nature takes to reassert herself and how much effort it takes to keep the lies alive.  That is a reason to smile.nature-is-spectacular-and-powerful-3

Look at that! Lightening in the same pattern as the blood in our veins.  Like the roots of our plants. The pattern of our rivers. All the propaganda in the world cannot steal us from who we are.

Why My BF is an absolute hero

So tonight- 

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*Aside*

I am sick to death of seeing white men homeless. Within the last year I have seen the population of white homeless men rise exponentially. I have no empirical data on this. I am lollalaby fortunate enough to live in a modern Brazilian like city of fanciness. The homeless I see are becoming overwhelmingly white males. 

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There are no organizations to help these men. In fact all I see is organizations like this one run by jews of course who are anti-white men. I am pretty damn sick of it. I am in fact beyond disgusted. Dismantling ‘Whiteness” 

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Not really f@ggot. We have violence committed against us pretty much non-stop. We have our countries invaded and are told we are responsible for everyone everywhere. While we get no mutual benefit. Howabout you FRO? 

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Interesting that you don’t hear the jewish lobby talk about tolerance much anymore as that is so obviously lolzmonkey.Homeless-person-with-dog

 

Because we are social victims of marxism BF and I have a huge social life. We were leaving an actually fun evening and approached his car. (He has a car now and that makes me somewhat sad. When he seduced me he had a beat-up old truck- but now a fancy black car but it’s kind of big-I miss the truck. the truck made me love him more) 

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Anyway- I went around to my side which was on the sidewalk. Beside my door there was a young homeless white man. As soon as he saw me he stood up. He apologized. He said he was ‘sorry ma’am’ I hesitated looking in my purse for some money. I was disgusted not at this man but at my country’s shame. I told him that. I said- “this is not your shame it is our country’s” 

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BF on the other hand went ballistic. He came around and started shouting at him. He was afraid that he was threatening me. Young man responded by saying- “don’t speak to me like I am a dog!” BF continued to shout about getting away. BF and I get into his car and drive away involved in glorious argument. BF yelled at me for giving him money. I am a naive idiot etc. I explained how polite the man was and how there is no help for him and a war against white men.  He pshawed me and told me I was too difficult and he was going to meet his friend and should go home. I agreed.

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Not only was this man polite to me-he said to bf- why are you attacking me you are so lucky to be accompanied by a beautiful woman- you think that didn’t turn my head? My head was turnt. I am as simple as the most simple. homeless-young-woman-sitting-in-sleeping-bag-london-A1D535

I was surprised when less than 10 minutes later BF showed up home instead of continuing his degeneracy. “I found him. I went around the block twice but I found him. I told him that I made a mistake. I told him that ‘this is what men do-we protect our women.’ he said he understood. He knew that was what men do. He agreed.  I gave him twenty dollars and he gave me a hug.”

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This is why I love this man. What reason on earth do women have to not be incredibly grateful to men? They protect us. They love us without reason. Because we have not returned the favor. That shames me. That shames me. That shames me. 

 

 

 

My Life is a prayer

My every second is a prayer. It is an attempt to fulfill the obligation I have to my ancestors and descendants. While it is not as perfect and whole as I would like; it is at the same time a divine fight to protect and care for.

Like everyone else; I am nothing but an antennae of my God.  Whatever knowledge or wisdom I have springs from my belly and not from the chatter-bugs of my mind. 

I am way cuter than degeneracy. I’ve got a little heart-shaped face because physiognomy is real Baby!

This braggadocio does embarrass me but I am willing to risk it. Transgressing my cultural norms is somewhat humiliating but I am obligated to protect my culture more than I am obligated to protect my social standing. I have a responsibility to steward the beautifuls for the well-being of all. The cowards will cower. It’s what parasites do. We cannot blame the weak for their weakness.

 

 

 

Sometimes I will just be working and not thinking about anything and become flummoxed by intersectionality

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The only reason I thought he was a creep is because I have seen him hitting on boys 40 years his junior. Because he brags about his giant jugs of lube (and has pulled them out to show me- I DID NOT ASK)  and high partner count.  There is a contingent of the gay community (not all. I also know gay men that don’t make their sexual exploits central to getting to know them-although they do tend to make their sexuality central to their identity and it must be constantly brought up)

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To be fair to me; I never insulted this guy or told him what I thought. I guess he just picked up on my habitual avoidance of him and his fabulously interesting dildo conversations.  That is why he was forced to confront me one night in a big glorious show in front of a sympathetic audience that I am a homphobe!  I was so shocked I leaned into him and asked him if he believed I was afraid of him?  He didn’t answer but shrank back.  Which just made me lean in harder and repeat myself. Of course this is all amplified via optics with our differences in size. He’s a big man and I am not that big of a grill. Then he ran away! F@ggot! Of course I got told (not the first time that because I refused to submit to a bossy homo that people had heard that I had done something homophobic ) FFS! 

I srsly got called a ‘homophobe’ by people who have never seen me do anything unkind to a gay person after this b1tchy queen got on my case and I responded: just because you are gay does not mean I have to like you!

How is that not aggressive? How is that not oppressive? I may like you or not like based on the merits of your personality. But I should be your minion because you like it up the pooper? No and I’d rather not know.

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So I am working and all of a sudden it occurred to me how ridiculous it would be if I demanded that no matter my behavior another person must like me because I am a cis-het wahmen!  My behavior is irrelevant based on the fact that I engage in traditional human-pair bonding.  And yet that is what they do to us. I try to be discreet about such an intimate and spiritually vital part of my life. I can’t imagine using it as a cudgel.

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Actually hate Ayn Rand but she is right here. Why are we being denied this civil right because we commit the crime of being white and straight? FTS. Choke yourself bullies.

I have to like you while you force me to be a part of your sexuality against my will?  This is a very rapey form of friendship. No thank you. If you are gay and treat me with the same respect I treat you with, I’m fine about it. It’s none of my business. I would rather not know about your use of your genitals and that gives you no right to bully me.bakethecake